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This is one good looking toast man, but I don't think I'll get too close to him with those sharp teeth he has there. I can see the true...


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Huss of Feels
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Your name is Image hosted by and you've been put on this planet for seemingly one purpose. It's a good thing people like your stuff otherwise you would have been Image hosted by long ago. You're a hooman being with an interest in a fuckton of music, Harvest Moon, Pokemon, various vidya games, Skyrim, and Homestuck. You're currently Image hosted by years old. Your favorite color is Image hosted by You also seem to have found yourself a boyfriend who likes you and your interests, while all the while adoring you for your weirdness. Way to go!

You identify most with Image hosted by, and it is a personal goal of yours to be able to learn how to play the Image hosted by You have quite the crush on Image hosted by who is way too cool for the likes of you anyway. Your current song of choice to listen to is Image hosted by

What will you do now?

I have a Moirail~ :iconbelgarion489:
Daughter-in-law Done WAT Madestic Sour Cherry Pasta Ballsy Belly Dancing Keypy Creepy Drunk Nope Murdering AppleSpider~ :iconhollowgod696:

:iconpervydirkplz: :iconpervydaveplz: :iconpervyjakeenglishplz: :iconpervyjohnplz: :iconpervykarkatplz: :iconpervysolluxplz:


Oh my god. After about an hour collectively throughout the past couple of days, I have gotten through all my backlogged comments, llamas, watchers, and what not. Sorry if I haven't replied to your comments. Unfortunately, I'm busy at the moment. ;w; But I will reply to new ones I get now that I've gotten the entire thing wiped clean.
[Jake x Reader]

The twinkling lights reflected off his glasses as he stared up at the sky. A melancholy air had surrounded the young lad, who brought his green coat closer to his body to maintain some of the warmth that he was without. [Name] had always said that he needed to properly dress for the season since it was Autumn now, but he had an odd reputation to uphold. An adventurer was not an adventurer without a jacket, cargo shorts, and a thin t-shirt. Sometimes it included the hat. But only when the adventure was supposed to be grand.

"I'm not seeing anything," he murmured to himself, adjusting his spot on the blanket that he had laid out. "I don't see how she loves this and calls it peaceful."

"Perhaps you're looking too hard, dear cousin?"

Jake turned his head slightly to see John coming up the hill toward him. "John ol' boy! Lovely to see you again! But what the devil are you doing here?"

"Wondering what the fuck you're doing," the blue-eyed boy answered, as he plopped down on the blanket beside Jake.

"Staring up at the stars and wondering how [Name] finds it peaceful, relaxing, enjoyable, or the other random synonyms she uses for something that seems rather boring."

"In shorts and a thin jacket in fifty degree weather?"

"Well you never know when an adventure will leap upon you like a lion cornering its prey!"

John stared evenly over at his bespectacled cousin before shrugging in defeat. He knew, as well most others did, that the thirst for adventure was strong within Jake and nothing would deter him from being the best adventurer he could be - even if he wore shorts and got sick a lot in winter time because of it. "I suppose you're right after all. Should I leave you to stare back up at the sky blankly? Or would you care for a tiny piece of advice that [Name] herself gave me?"

"I'm all ears, dear boy! My [Name] is smarter than the average bear so anything she has told you is bound to be of some intellect." Jake beamed with pride when talking about his girlfriend.

"Just let everything else go. All the stress, the worry, the aching of the day. Just let it all melt away, and when you find yourself to be at peace on the inside, stare up at the sky and try and find the constellations or stars that might have some meaning to you." Getting up off the blanket, John mussed up Jake's hair and took off running when the green-eyed boy protested loudly.

The night noise returned to the adventurer as the crickets started chirping again and the fireflies lit up the flowers. Breathing out a sigh, Jake lay back on the blanket and imagined that [Name] was there with him like she had been a few nights ago when she was trying to get him to enjoy her favorite activity.

"So, why are we doing this again, love?"

"Why not, Jakey? After all, stars are so pretty when you can see them without the constant worry of the city lights. Out here in the field, you have so much light and beauty, but most people just don't see it because they don't look for it. I like to believe that when someone dies, they go up there and make a star all their own that's special to them and the people who loved them."

"You know that stars are just balls of gas-"

"Don't bring science into the beauty!"

"Ouch! Alright, alright. No need to punch my arm."

"Now lay back and just stare up at the sky okay? Trust me."

"Alright, I will."

"Isn't it pretty?"

"Well I see something that's pretty..."

"Stop staring at me, Jake!"

"I like looking at you more than the stars though!"

"It's okay if you don't understand. You will someday."

Tears slid down his face as he stared up at the starry sky, trying to see something that he could not. He wondered if his [Name] was up there, painting a picture with a myriad of stars just so he would start to see the beauty and believe in it. "I talk about you like you're still here, but I can't accept that you're gone. I still don't understand how sitting here and staring up at this sky will suddenly open my eyes to a million things that I've been missing out on. Why are you gone? I needed you here to teach me."

The day after she took him star gazing, his beloved had been involved in a hit and run accident that left her comatose with a low chance of survival or ever waking up again. [Name] had been walking back from star gazing on her own because Jake was off on a mini adventure, and he blamed himself every day for it. Ultimately, when she had stopped showing responses to his talking, or their friends, she had been declared brain dead and Jake had the plug pulled. He didn't want to keep her alive on a one percent chance that she could wake up because he wanted her to join the stars that she loved so much. He wouldn't keep her from that, even if it meant never seeing or talking to her again.

Sighing out loud, the boy closed his eyes and tried to follow the advice John gave him. He shook off the pain, the doubts, and the stress that had been building upon him since [Name]'s death. He felt one thing tugging at his heart though; one thing that he refused to let go of. He couldn't be truly at peace unless he let her go. "I can't do it."

Yes you can. I'm right here beside you. All you have to do is clear your mind, and you'll finally see it.

"But will I see you?" He asked, knowing he would receive no answer to his question. He let out a ragged breath and finally let her go free from his heart. His eyes widened as suddenly everything grew that much brighter, that much more beautiful to his vision. A shooting star went streaking across the sky, and his face broke out into a wide smile. His girl had made it up there just like she had always wanted. "I love you, [Name]. I always will."

I love you too.
070. Stars
The Huss of Feels strikes again (x<

So I typed this up real quick because I'm at my parents house and my brother just left his laptop here. So I was like 'Gimme gimme' and this was born. Ta-da!

Sorry if it sucks >w>

Story (c) :iconnatsneko:

:iconpervyjakeenglishplz: (c) :iconthehussplz:

Top Image (c) :icondecembergloria:

A Mini-Update

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 17, 2014, 2:23 PM
I'm getting all my finances in order and doing the things for you guys. Within the next month or two, hopefully I'll have some internet so I can start updating stories again :3 Currently I'm distracted with work, my boyfriend, and living on my own. It's a challenge, I must admit. I don't know how people do it lol.

In the meantime, I'll probably be typing things on my laptop and uploading them when I go to someone's house with internet (AKA my friend Moon Dancer or my parents house). Also, have a cute picture of me and my boyfriend to tide you guys over lol.


  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: --
  • Reading: --
  • Watching: The First 48
  • Playing: Pokemon Y
  • Eating: --
  • Drinking: --


Journal Entry: Tue Dec 10, 2013, 7:35 PM
I want to try something different than what I've been doing. I want you guys to comment below some of your favorite songs [one per person please~] and I'll see if I can work them into different song fics with different guys from Homestuck. If you guys would like to request certain guys, then go ahead and do that too. Tempus should be done within the next few days, but I don't like leaving y'all without some material to work with and read.

Once a song is finished, it will be crossed off the list x3

1. Love Love Love - Lenny Kravitz
2. If - House of Heroes
3. Top of the World - Bridgit Mendler
4. This Song Saved My Life - Simple Plan
5. Grow Up - Simple Plan
6. Fire to the Rain - Adele
7. Toxic Valentine - All Time Low
8. Always - Panic! At the Disco
9. Rattlesnake Prism Blues - Analog Wheels
10. Waiting for Superman - Daughtry
11. Turn Off the Lights - Panic! At the Disco
12. How to Save a Life - The Fray
13. Sound of Silence - Simon and Garfunkel;
14. 5:15 Bridgit Mendler [Dave]
15. Alone Together - Fall Out Boy
16. Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade [Dirk]
17. On Our Way - Royal Concept
18. Los Angeles - The Audition
19. If You Knew - Joel Faviere
20. Porcelain - Marianas Trench
21. Demons - Imagine Dragons
22. Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chili Peppers/If I Ever Feel Better - Phoenix
23. Only Exception - Paramore
24. Wake Me Up - Avicci/Let Her Go - Passenger
25. Love Somebody - Maroon 5
26. She is Love - Parachute/Kiss Me Slowly - Parachute [Dave]
27. 100 Years - Five For Fighting [Jake]

  • Listening to: Radio
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Skyrim
  • Playing: Skyrim
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Mtn. Dew


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wolfgirl501 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the Llama!:D
ForgottenScarsLove Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Nats? You alive? I'm getting worried over here! :iconpokeplz::iconnatsneko:
animemcleron Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2014
Wow.... I love your writing! Its so amazing and I love how you capture all the different personalities!
NatsNeko Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you so much <3 I tend to take some real life experience from the insane people that are part of my life to heart and see what I can rework within my writings.
animemcleron Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014
yiyahdawn Featured By Owner May 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I really love your writing it's  so amazing! The way you word things seems to fit together perfectly and it seems like you always stay like "in character" (if that makes sense) when writing fanfics. I really admire your works seeing as how I love to read and write (but mostly read)
Like, what I mean is that no matter how hard I try, whenever I write a fanfic or something I always get them out of character and it doesn't help i'm easily distracted.
And to conclude this all I'd like to thank you for writing so many absolutely wonderful stuff for me to read.

Sorry if this just seems like me rambling (I tend to do that a lot) and wasting time and stuff, I'm sorry if you consider this as something unnecessary...
NatsNeko Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Student Writer
None of the comments I receive are ever unnecessary so don't worry about it! I'm glad that you enjoy my work and take time out of your own day to write me things like this and even read my stuff. I appreciate all the watchers and readers I have out there, so thank you so much (:
yiyahdawn Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Games4Life18 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Nyaa! I thank you so much for everything! *hugs* Your the best! >///<
NatsNeko Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student Writer
I certainly didn't do much at all but you are welcome ^^
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